February 29, 2008 -- Top 8 of 2008!

It was a day before January 14, 2008 when I had a text conversation with one of my friends who is also my senior at work named Aimee. I was so nervous and worried that time because my turn to take the Critical Care Course (one of the major trainings a Philippine Heart Center nurse should go through) is coming and because my inferiority complex attacked me. I had to ask Aimee for words of encouragement. And the words from her which I remember most are: "Kaya mo yan", "50% sa'yo 50% galing sa Kanya", "Malay mo magulat ka dahil baka mag-top ka pa!" Those words meant a lot and became my motivation.


Crtical Care Course started on January 14 and ended on February 28. As I went through the course, I experienced stressful days and sleepless nights in order for me to survive tons of lectures, surprised quizzes, homeworks, return demonstrations, journal review, case study, tiring night duty shift. The people who kept me going were my family and relatives especially my mom, my boyfriend, my "angels" Divine and Anne Martha, my friends/workmates especially Aimee, Suzette, Preema, Amy and Jelyn, and every person (may it be someone I know or someone I don't) smiling sweetly at me. They never failed to uplift my spirit. I also aprreciate the support of my course coordinator (Ma'am Beth) and my classmates. And what I love most during the entire course is whenever (almost everyday) I voluntarily lead the prayer before starting our day.


One month and a half of waiting for February 29, 2008, the day of graduation.


Just few hours ago was our Graduation Ceremony. I was full of joy because finally I proved the people right that I can really survive. But what made me teary eyed because of joy was when the moment I heard my name being called to go up the stage and receive the recognition for being the top 8 of the class. It surprised me, it truly surprised me. I never expected it. And as I went up the stage and saw the crowd applauding for me, I began to realize that everything I invested physically, mentally, emotionally, socially and spiritually was worth it.


Before I end this, let me thank all the people (especially the names mentioned) who generously supported me and untiringly prayed for me during my Critical Care Course. I am glad to share you my joy because I made it to the top 8. I will never forget you.


And let me end this by giving back the glory to our Lord GOD for His divine guidance and unconditonal love. He is my greatest source of wisdom, strength and inspiration. I love you, Lord!





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November 8, 2007 -- SOME SIGNIFICANT PEOPLE

I don't know but these past few days, I've been wanting to pay tribute to "some significant people".. Here it goes..


K.E. -- You were my first love. Thank you for the wonderful years you shared with me though we didn't end up together (we didn't even try). I just want you to always remember that no matter what happens, I will always be your ANGEL and you'll always be my hero.

N.A. -- My very first bf. My years with you will always be worth reminiscin'.. I never thanked you enough for loving me whole heartedly. But GOD knows that I was, I am, and I will always be grateful for giving us the chance to share our love one to the other. It feels so right bein' your HONEY but treating me like a PRINCESS was the most unforgettable part.

J.M. -- Like I said, never did I regret loving you. I loved how it felt when I was your BABY. Yeah, I was like an injured bird when you left me. My world almost stopped moving. But eventually, I was able to accept, to forgive, to let go, and to move on. I learned a lot from the relationship we shared even if it was so short. And now that you need me most as your BESTBUD/PARTNER, I promise not to leave you alone. We will prove the world that we are the perfect example of how ex-lovers became the best of friends.

D.J. -- The unforgettable you. We were not given a chance to show the world the love we had for each other because some hindered that love. I was more than willing to stand strong and to wait for you but you were too weak. You gave me up and our love so easily. It was really painful but I don't take it against you. Despite it all, I still want you to know that bein' both your LITTLE GIRL and your MOMSKI plus bein' your SWEETIE will always be a great feeling. Let us not forget "MAHIWAGANG PUSO".

J -- You saved me. I told this before, I will repeat it today. You have seen me at my worst yet you love me at your best. Thank you is an understatement. But I do hope that through the relationship I now share with you, I can little by little show you how much I value you. Experiencing rough times is normal but the way we tightly hold is undeniably amazing. I love bein' your MOMMY/MY and I'm lookin' forward to spending more beautiful days with you.



After airing it all, I can now say.. I never felt this good!

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June 18, 2007 -- -JAY-

To the one who sees me at my worst yet loves me at his best.. To you, JAY..


For making each day of my life beautiful
And all my life's labors seem worthwhile.
For as I go through my day, no matter
How rough it gets, I can think of you
And smile.

For sharing all the moments of my life
And letting me talk, laugh, and dream
Beside you.

For letting me speak my mind, and when
I am through,carefully considering
The way I feel..
For letting me be myself
And helping me to realize
Who that really is,
Always inspiring me to pursue
Ideals that are lasting and real.

For filling me with passion's desire
And giving me more than I thought
Any person ever could.
For making me realize my full potential
As a person when I return your love
The way GOD meant I should.

For standing close when I need you,
And standing back when I need
To be alone, always sharing
The sunshine and shadows of my days.
For your comfort when I am weary,
And your strength when the world
Seems too much to handle.

For all of these and more...
I LOVE YOU.


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June 14, 2007 -- TORN

TORN.

Currently feeling: confused

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May 8, 2007 -- Life.

Life. Life. Life.

Just enjoy it! Seize every moment!..

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Born by God's grace on March 18, 1986.
All the way from Nueva Ecija but based in Quezon City.
Official occupation: Registered Nurse/RN.


Through the experiences I encountered in life, I HAVE LEARNED THAT THE SECRET OF BEING CONTENT IS BEING IN LOVE WITH GOD...I am a PRAYER WARRIOR and I'm a LIVING ANGEL; I love offering prayers for others more than for myself.
I also love guarding my loved ones and making them happy. I love my family, my extended families, my Sweetie/my Dadski, my bestfriends, my friends, my co-prayer warriors, my groupmates, my batchmates, my instructors, and everyone even my enemies.
I love babies and kids!!! I love people in general.
I hate it when I hate people, but it does happen when I am pushed too far. Often it's the people close to me who notice I'm being taken for granted before I do. You have two choices: take me or leave me. Better take me.


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