It was two nights before my birthday when someone I thought my bestfriend broke my heart into pieces.

For years.. I took care of the genuine friendship I shared with him. I've been a good listener, adviser, shock absorber, shoulder to lean on, hand to hold on, sister, and any role I should play just to fill up what are lacking in his life.

I just can't believe that everything I've done will all be worthless. Should I say I become worthless?

But like anyone else, I was hoping that when my birthday comes, everything will be okay. I was not asking for a SORRY but I was hoping for a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" greeting. Hopes were all gone now.

On the other hand, I'm grateful because I came up with these realizations:

--That only TRUE friends will stay.

--That I am blessed 'coz I have a BOYFRIEND who would do the same thing FOR me and a BESTFRIEND who won't ever do the same thing TO ME.

--That there's this someone who deserves the title BESTFRIEND.

So to you, I still want to thank you.

*The picture: My BOYFRIEND and the one who deserves the title BESTFRIEND.=)

Currently feeling: optimistic

Posted by Lainee at 12:11 PM | speak up!