It was a day before January 14, 2008 when I had a text conversation with one of my friends who is also my senior at work named Aimee. I was so nervous and worried that time because my turn to take the Critical Care Course (one of the major trainings a Philippine Heart Center nurse should go through) is coming and because my inferiority complex attacked me. I had to ask Aimee for words of encouragement. And the words from her which I remember most are: "Kaya mo yan", "50% sa'yo 50% galing sa Kanya", "Malay mo magulat ka dahil baka mag-top ka pa!" Those words meant a lot and became my motivation.


Crtical Care Course started on January 14 and ended on February 28. As I went through the course, I experienced stressful days and sleepless nights in order for me to survive tons of lectures, surprised quizzes, homeworks, return demonstrations, journal review, case study, tiring night duty shift. The people who kept me going were my family and relatives especially my mom, my boyfriend, my "angels" Divine and Anne Martha, my friends/workmates especially Aimee, Suzette, Preema, Amy and Jelyn, and every person (may it be someone I know or someone I don't) smiling sweetly at me. They never failed to uplift my spirit. I also aprreciate the support of my course coordinator (Ma'am Beth) and my classmates. And what I love most during the entire course is whenever (almost everyday) I voluntarily lead the prayer before starting our day.


One month and a half of waiting for February 29, 2008, the day of graduation.


Just few hours ago was our Graduation Ceremony. I was full of joy because finally I proved the people right that I can really survive. But what made me teary eyed because of joy was when the moment I heard my name being called to go up the stage and receive the recognition for being the top 8 of the class. It surprised me, it truly surprised me. I never expected it. And as I went up the stage and saw the crowd applauding for me, I began to realize that everything I invested physically, mentally, emotionally, socially and spiritually was worth it.


Before I end this, let me thank all the people (especially the names mentioned) who generously supported me and untiringly prayed for me during my Critical Care Course. I am glad to share you my joy because I made it to the top 8. I will never forget you.


And let me end this by giving back the glory to our Lord GOD for His divine guidance and unconditonal love. He is my greatest source of wisdom, strength and inspiration. I love you, Lord!

Currently feeling: thankful

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