How can I forget the memories & reminisces of a beautiful love affair? How do I survive the loneliness? Does it really have to be this way? Why is it hard? Do I have to fall to feel again? Or am I foolish for not even trying to consider it? Why am I bothering to tell how much
you mean to me when in the end
you'll just go? Why bother showing my affection when
you don't feel the same? Why bother waiting when it's probably in vain? Why bother caring when I'll lose
you the same? How will I know when I'm done grieving? How will I know it's enough? Shall I wonder & wander all my life with the absence of
you? How many times shall I be on the mend? How long shall I be weak? How long shall I wear this mask, a farce of happiness? I can't pretend forever, can I? How can I sleep at night when I know that tomorrow brings the same? How can I face the world when all I feel is shame?
Your heart is no longer mine, how do you expect me to go on? Are you a fool? Or is it me?
You were my life, though now, no longer, can
you be again? Why must I bear the pain alone? When will it go away? Is there a light at the end of this? Is there hope for me? What have I done to deserve this burden? Why can't I bear to see
your face yet when it's gone it's what I miss? Why do I miss
your touch when
you're no longer mine to kiss? Why do I miss
your fragrance? Why do I miss
your caress? Why do I feel like a mess? How long will it take me to be strong again? Can't I just fake it? Can't I take
you back? What do I do? Can't
you answer for me? So I'll go on & face this feeling brewing in my soul?
I'm only human as to forgive for all the hurt. I'll go on & be strong. Life is good. Through all these, I'm still me & I'll be whole. After all, I still know that once upon a time you were mine...
Currently feeling: indescribable
Posted by Lainee at 07:27 PM | speak up!
