March 20, 2009 -- REALIZATIONS.
It was two nights before my birthday when someone I thought my bestfriend broke my heart into pieces.
For years.. I took care of the genuine friendship I shared with him. I've been a good listener, adviser, shock absorber, shoulder to lean on, hand to hold on, sister, and any role I should play just to fill up what are lacking in his life.
I just can't believe that everything I've done will all be worthless. Should I say I become worthless?
But like anyone else, I was hoping that when my birthday comes, everything will be okay. I was not asking for a SORRY but I was hoping for a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" greeting. Hopes were all gone now.
On the other hand, I'm grateful because I came up with these realizations:
--That only TRUE friends will stay.
--That I am blessed 'coz I have a BOYFRIEND who would do the same thing FOR me and a BESTFRIEND who won't ever do the same thing TO ME.
--That there's this someone who deserves the title BESTFRIEND.
So to you, I still want to thank you.
*The picture: My BOYFRIEND and the one who deserves the title BESTFRIEND.=)
Currently feeling: optimistic
November 11, 2008 -- FORGIVEN.
Why can people be so UNFAIR? How can they appear to be kind when the truth is they are so UNKIND? How can they manage to pretend to be good when in reality, they are BAD. Yeah. Lately, I've been dealing with people who are hard-to-deal-with. I invested a lot for them. I shared the genuine friendship, I loved (I admit I still do) them the best way I know. Then one day, I woke up realizing that they are BACK FIGHTERS telling things against me at my back. There's nothing I did wrong. I will stand firm with that. If there's something wrong, it's their way of taking things.. They took everything negatively. But hello??! It's all about service to mankind. Nothing personal (I supposed). I will leave this without pointing those people. I also don't want an issue out of this. Instead, this serves as a call.. A call for them to stop the mess. If they will still choose to mess up with me, I just have a word for them. KARMA. But on the other side, my arms are widely open and my heart is ready enough to say... that you are all.. FORGIVEN. *May peace and love reign in our hearts.*
Currently listening to: JUST ONCE
Currently feeling: aggravated
August 13, 2008 -- IN LOVE with the BEST BOYFRIEND
My BOYFRIEND did not really leave me.. HE never did. But HE is back! HE held my hand. I held HIS hand back and I will never let HIM go again.
I never really fell out of love. But I don't deny it that I have done things which broke HIS heart. That's why I am taking this chance to say that I'm IN LOVE, so IN LOVE with THE BEST BOYRIEND I ever have.
I am IN LOVE with.. GOD. 
May 9, 2008 -- Who is AELAIN BAHIA CABRERA??
What Aelain Bahia Cabrera Means |
 You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. |
April 14, 2008 -- Puso ng Isang Prinsesang Anghel
Sana sa pinakamadaling panahon, mabigyan ng lunas ang puso ng ating bida.. ang puso KO.
Currently feeling: confused
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